Trying to catch a breath.

I can no longer have a social life. Something is weird. Maybe I'm depressed. I constantly think about how things are going for me and compare them to all of my friends. If I'm not already drowning out the silence with music then the room across the hall has that covered; with screaming giggling girls and guys that would give anything have them alone while they giggle. I can't take it anymore.

I'm a loner.

If I drew my hood now and left for the night, would anyone know? Doubtful. Therefore, I'll go where no one has to care for me. Where no one has to think about me. I will be a Marine.

The few.
The proud.
Me.